break down, i'll fade away

You still don't know what your missing..

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 02:56:58 GMT

This journal is now under construction.. no updates till i fix it..

*because i am an idiot and erased all my overrides and now have to start my layout over from scratch*

and yes, this journal is still friends only..
comment to be added =)

ok all finished! it's not the best but its better than what i've been dealing with the past 2 days ;)

still friends only.. comment to be added, and those on my friends get ready for a friends cut in the near future

<3 Sarah

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 17:48:04 GMT

Well well well.. after a 2 minute debate.. this journal is now..

u know the drill...

if your on my friends list.. just sign in to read..

*edit* Add my to your friends list, i'll check my page once every so often to see if anyone added me, if i don't recognize the name i'll probably comment on your page or check here. THANKS!

watching jerry springer

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 13:26:43 GMT

stolen from maddi n katie...

My Best Friend is ratsnthehallway

Our 40 common interests are: 311, a static lullaby, afi, alkaline trio, billy talent, black and white photos, box car racer, cartoons, dashboard confessional, donnie darko, dropkick murphys, dvds, emo, fall out boy, half baked, incubus, jimmy eat world, less than jake, movies, music, mxpx, nirvana, nofx, ok go, pink floyd, punk, rage against the machine, rancid, rufio, senses fail, slc punk, soccer, something corporate, static x, sublime, sum 41, taking back sunday, the clash, thrice, thursday

Who is your best friend?

Created by macoto

and everyone else..

xstarsfadeoutx and ratsnthehallway share 40 interests.
xstarsfadeoutx and katieray share 26 interests.
xstarsfadeoutx and fromthesetears share 21 interests.
xstarsfadeoutx and 0forgetmyname0 share 15 interests.
xstarsfadeoutx and sic_maggot666 share 14 interests.
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xstarsfadeoutx and idbreakin2foru share 13 interests.
xstarsfadeoutx and yousmellfunny7 share 6 interests.
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xstarsfadeoutx and ashleyd171 share 0 interests.
xstarsfadeoutx and 1armed_scissor share 0 interests.

ok i gotta get ready for practice.. later!

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 20:21:17 GMT

awww i've been awake for 2 hours and already 2 people told me they missed me.. n surprisingly they were both boys, less surprising they were my ex-bfs ha..

I feel confused today. Like i'm supposed to be doing something, but i just can't think of what it is i'm supposed to be doing. Really i guess it's just cuz i have senior pictures tomorrow, physical on thursday, n i have to go shoping for ren fair sometime before saturday. It's probably just a little stress. i guess after the weekend everything will be ok again.

"i feel like we're all one big cell"

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 20:16:37 GMT

Hm friday me mish n katie went to see the stepford wives at the discount theater.. holy shit i was histerical through the movie because it was so ghetto u could see the microphone at the top of the screen. It was histerical, then we went to katies. We went n got ice cream, n then we hung out with sean n his friends (corey, manzo, frank, joe, piggy, billy, anthony, and other kids). Corey totally ate all of mish's ice cream, everyone was pissed at piggy, manzo was handsy, frank was cool, n i really wanted billy to streak n he said he would but then he didn't. Then me sean mish n katie went swimming at katies n i got JAD really bad(jennifer aniston disease-when ur nipples get hard n show really bad ahha). Then the next day me mish robyn megan jen (mish sister) n beth went to lang class for ren fair n then went to mish's n slept over. I just came home, I have a job at ren fair =D. It starts saturday, but i dunno if i can go saturday since i have a family party, but i'm going to see if i can get out of it. I might also have a 2nd job.. o crazy.. I really don't care if my summer is all work, because at least i'll have money, and it's not like i'm doing anything anyways. I think i'm going to play soccer this year. I don't see my friends so its not like soccer would be taking away from my social life, ha. we have a good team n it's actuallty fun this year. So it's all good. Um i guess thats all i don't feel much like writing n i have to shower. So later..

ghettoblaster!!

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 02:45:03 GMT

wow.. you can tell i have NO life what so ever.. This is what i do when i become extremely bored!

haha..idiot..

idiot.. again..

it's hard to do the back when u can't see!

now i must shower.. hahaha

GEROSS!

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 02:17:29 GMT

wanna see sumthing gross??

mmm yummy.. don't u just wanna lick it???

hmm ok so what i've come to realize with my ear, is it's sumthing they like to call hypertrophic scarring.

Hypergranulation or a granuloma can ocur during the proliferation phase of healing. During the proliferation phase, granulation tissue fills the wound and new capillaries form, giving the tissue its red color and granular texture. The wound begins to contract and the granulation tissue is soon covered with a layer of epithelial tissue (new skin cells). A granuloma is an excess of granular cell growth. A granuloma is a red or dark pink growth which forms a raw-looking layered bump that appears to erupt from the entrance(s).

ehh so i gotta get sum shit for it, n i'm going to give it 2 weeks the most, n if it's not all good, i'm going to the doctor!

Treatments include topical scar ointments such as Mederma, cortisone injections, and surgical removal.

yeahhh lets just cut the sucker off!!!!

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 02:40:05 GMT

(click the banner to join!!!) you know you want to bitchesss

u crazzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyy fooool

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 16:41:17 GMT

stolen from jenny..

Enter one or more numbers in a comment.
0 = I don't know you
1 = I like you
2 = I love you
3 = You're witty
4 = You annoy me
5 = I don't really care for your personality
6 = I want to eff you
7 = You're sexy like a fox
8 = I'm stalking you
9 = I want to get to know you
10 = I hope you die.
11 = Let's makeout

Sorry to the people who have been leaving me comments that i haven't answered back.. My posted comment r 111 while the comments i recieved is 55.. SO POST MORE COMMENTS JERK OFFS!!! haha..

oo n ang i added u so not to worry =)

ok well um 2 days ago? kelly slept over, when we woke up we watched the ashlee simpson show cuz i know kelly loves her singing.. hahaha. Then her mom came n picked her up, n then at like 9 sumthing mish calls n askes if i want to sleep over so i slept over there. We watched bad(er) santa, n we both fell asleep during it. Then in the morning her dad drove us to Dunkin doughnuts n we ate bagles with hot chocolate. Then he picked us up n we went the mall n walked around n then went out to dinner. then i asked if mish could sleep over so i went picked up mish n we drove to kellys n talked for 10 minutes n cody was there too. Then we drove home, n attempted to play power hour but then we stoped keeping track of time haha. Then in the morning she left cuz her sister was coming up. Now i'm sitting here with nothing to do. It's all good. my mom is making me clean..

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 18:58:09 GMT

Eh i'm thinking about making this journal friends only...

PERVERTED WITH A CAPITOL P!

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 17:12:46 GMT

stolen from Jo-jo

i have to leave at 5 AM tomorrow for a freaking soccer tournament. I'll be home sunday.. later..

http://www.myspace.com/mindlessselfindulgence

P.S.
PEOPLE ARE FUCKING IDIOTS
the end

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 16:58:20 GMT

GEMINI (May 21-June 20): Hard work will pay off. You can make a career change or at least start working toward it. A love interest may develop at work. 3 stars

(jen sent me our horoscope) coincidence.. i got an app to BK n i think Pizza hut called yesterday.. o word..

ugh i fucked up my journal.. i tried chaning things, n just made it worse.. eh i'll live..

oo.. n i'm gonna dye my hair hot fucking orange bizotch!! (ok after august sumthign or other)

myy hurr haha

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 23:58:34 GMT

Well here they are..

Me.. just not looking

haha i don't really like this picture but i'm posting it anyways

urgh another bad picture

another weird one..

haha i like this one..

i'm gangsta.. ok no i'm not i hate this picture haha

haha i dunno y i make these faces

haha i think i look like robyn from the real world a little

no hat!

no hat again.. n from the side

and thats all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAITLIN I LOVE YOU!!!

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 01:23:39 GMT

Well.. Yesterday kelly came over, and slept over. It was really weird. I was surprised her parents let her. It was the first time she slept over since like february or sumthing. Today was an ok day. We woke up, and my sister drove her home. I learned how to drive stick on my sisters car. Very first time trying it she has me driving through town. I thought i was going to die. It's actually pretty easy i just gotta get used to it. I was sitting in the house bored, and decided to go outside. I went and kicked the ball around by myself. It really made me feel better. Sometimes i have more fun by myself than with people. I got to talk to stina on the computer today, and jen too. i was happy because i miss them. All of us haven't hung out in a while. =\ it sucks. Stina has a show this friday so me n mish r probably going to go. Thats if i can get some money. I might go to mish's house tonight, thats if my parents let me. Uh i guess thats all..

"Say goodbye, Kiss my ass, I hope you die"

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 02:30:11 GMT

Ugh. People suck. My sister borrowed my phone a couple of days ago. To make a long story short, she got water on it, and now it's broken. It turns on but only 3 buttons work. GRRR!!! So we were going to get me a new phone today.. turns out a new one will cost somewhere around $189 for the cheapest phone. So my mom doesn't have enough money on her credit card to get me one today, so now i have to wait till thursday cuz thats when my sister gets paid (she has to pay for the new phone since she broke the old one). ARGHH!! THURSDAY is 5 fucking days away! >:[ Some of you are probably like well it's just a cell phone.. BUT U HAVE NO IDEA! I have 3 voice messages i can't even check, n if i could check them then i wouldn't care, but i can't, so i'm pissed. I was cursing a lot, i felt bad cuz mel was there n i don't usually curse infront of my mom. I was so excited to get a new one too.. GRR.. N my ear f-ing hurts.. n my friends f-ing suck.. the only good part of today was i got to talk to kelly.. she's away n will be home monday =\ eh just 2 more days..

o word..

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 21:16:11 GMT

This is the problem with LJ, we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.

my breath smells haha. wow.. a lot of shit.. I freaking rearanged my room, and it's crazy. it's so different it's kinda scary haha i'm just not used to it. I threw a way a ton of shit, and got rid of some furniture. I'm getting rid of more tomorrow, and changeing it around a little more. I have it in my head i just didn't get around to getting it how i wanted yet. So either tomorrow or friday i'll do it since i have soccer tomorrow i probably won't want to do anything productive just mope around my house like a slug dreading soccer, even though it's not that bad haha. Ok well since i'm a big time loser, i took pictures of the process. It was killer..

the process..

this is what it looks like at the moment..

haha ok i know this has nothing to do with my room, it's just me being an idiot..

n i'm spent..

sorry..

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 04:05:23 GMT

Ok well thursday night was hell. I couldn't sleep for shit. I kept waking up cuz my ear was hurting, and my back was cramping from sleeping on my right side. i woke up at like 11, 12, 1, 3, 4, 7, and at 9 i finally got up. I felt like i got no sleep it sucked major ass hole. Last night was a lot better. I finally slept n woke up at like 10:30. I have to baby sit Xavier cuz my sister is going to a wedding.. Uh thats all..

if i one day just happen to die.. make sure they play this song at my funeral

The Juliana theory "as it stands" (listen to it, it's really sad)

Everything I have in my head, it begins to fade away.
I search for it and I long for it. Now I know it's gone.
Everything has slipped away.

And I'm so overwhelmed. Everything that rests upon my shoulders fell.
I would like to tell anyone who has depended on me for themselves,
"I'm sorry."

Everyone I've held in my arms, I believe I've pushed away.
I would be there if I could be there, but as it stands I'm gone.
Everyone has slipped away.

And don't be overwhelmed:
Everyone that loved me more than I could tell, "I'm sorry."
There's a private hell for anyone who lives to only love themselves.

Everyone has slipped away.
Everything has slipped away.

I know you want it all, and you got me, sorry i, never was everything, that you dreamed

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 01:24:09 GMT

i got an industrial today!!! THis entry will be edited with pictures tomorrow...Well here it is..

ughh last night it was so hard to sleep. My ear was killing me, i put ice on it n shit but that only helped for a little. I woke up so many times it was such a pain in the ass. It's still bleeding a little, but i'm happy with how it came out.. well thats all i guess..

I'll never wish on another star again..

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 15:51:58 GMT

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The quality that most appeals to you:	High Social Status / Wealth
In a survival situation, you:	Outsmart your attacker
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Your gift is:	Vast knowledge
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Your best quality is:	Your generosity
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!! =D

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 01:58:19 GMT

Well this weekend i went with kelly n her fam to Lake george. I was a little nervous since her dad hates me n didn't want me going. But i guess it went ok.

Saturday: On the way there me n kelly watched the freaks and geeks dvd set that i bought her for her birthday. Then her dog threw up on her little brother it was gross haha. We had to go to kellys game. Me n beth watched the 1st 1/2 n played uno n i won, then we sat in the car the 2nd. Then when we were at the camper we watched kill bill.. well I WATCHED it haha. They didnt really like it but its all good haha. OH NOT TO MENTION.. kelly was being stupid n put gum on my arm so i was giving it back to her n stupid her droped it n was like i don't know where it is.. n i was like it better not be in my.. N IT WAS A CHUNK OF GREEN GUM STUCK IN MY HAIR!!! haha idiot.. beth had to cut it out n kelly thought it was so funny she cried. Then she kept apologizing. Then we sat outside around the fire. It was a clear sky. It was nice. Then we went in and watched Idol hands.. again they didn't like it haha. Then we put on freaks and geeks again, n then went to sleep.

Sunday: We woke up, ate, then went to the mall so they could buy a grill. I got the juliana theory "Love" cd =D =D and GOB "foot in mouth disease" cd. Then we came back played cards, rode on the quads, and played jackpot. Then later us n her fam played kick ball. It was me kelly n her mom vs. her little brother, her dad, n her grandpa. We won. Then we left. On the way home the dog pooped in the car n her little brothers knee went in it. I felt bad since he did get throw up on him on the way up haha. Me n kelly watched big fish, n then freaks n geeks. Kelly was being a smart ass n i told her i was going to spit on her head n as a joke she opened her mouth. n i was like i would do it, n she was like no u wouldn't. N i was like i bet u $5 n we shook on it. N then i wasn't going to do it, but then she was like now u owe me $5 n so i was like open ur mouth n i spit in it hahaha she was so grossed she licked my shirt haha. It was mean but hey she had it coming. haha ok well i'm home now n sum douche bag in my house stole $20 from my room.. ass holes. Ugh i guess thats it..

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 21:06:34 GMT

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Sarah Elizabeth Boccard
Age:: 17
Height:: 5'3"
Natural hair colour:: dirty blonde.. mostly brown
Eye colour:: blue
Number of siblings:: 5
Glasses/contacts?:: none
Piercings:: tongue twice, ears, cartlidge.. more to come
Tattoos:: none yet
Braces?:: nope

FAVOURITE
Colour:: baby blue
Band:: Blink 182, The juliana theory, the early november, MSI.. u know just too many to name
Song:: again.. too many
Stuffed animal:: my bear =) n patrick pillow doll
Video game:: GTA vice city
TV show:: Real world, Reno 911, simpsons, family guy, home videos, futurama.. i dunno a lot
Movie:: too many to name
Book:: Perks of being a wallflower
Food:: Depends what i'm in the mood for
Game on a cell phone:: Snake..but i own falling numbers!
CD cover:: i dunno
Flower:: roses i guess.. wait maybe sunflowers?
Scent:: cucumber melon.. or like danika said adidas for her
Animal:: white tiger
Comic book:: i don't read comics..funny cuz i want to be a cartoonist
Cereal:: KIX!!
Website:: www.epitaph.com www.ebaumsworld.com www.homestarruner.com i dunno a lot r cool
Cartoon:: Family guy, simpsons, futurama, aqua teen hunger strike.. so many

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: try to play guitar
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: Uhh i don't think so
Like to sing?:: when no ones listening cuz i suck terribly at it or unless me n jen r singing it haha
Have a job?:: No.. i'm not sure
Have a cell phone?:: yeah
Like to play sports?:: depends
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: yep
Have a crush on someone?:: yep
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: Nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: yup 7
Have any special talents/skills?:: yeah haha
Excercise daily?:: yeah i walk down n up the stairs n school haha
Like school?:: GOD NO!

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: i can't even say it backwards haha
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: no
Speak any other languages?:: sucky spanish
Go a day without food?:: yeah
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yep..
Read music, not just tabs?:: Yeah but not that good
Roll your tongue?:: yepp
Eat a whole pizza?:: never tried to

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: Yeap
Cried to get out of trouble?:: When i was little i would just brat my way out of it
Gotten lost in your city?:: haha probably
Seen a shooting star?:: Yep.. me n mike were laying on his driveway n saw one =)
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Canada
Had a serious surgery?:: Nope
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no thats mean
Solved a rubiks cube?:: no haha
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Yeap
Cried over a girl?:: Uhh not in that way
Cried over a boy?:: Yeah.. i was stupid
Kissed a random stranger?:: Yeah haha it wasn't really random, i just didn't know who they were
Hugged a random stranger?:: yep
Been in a fist fight?:: Yeah.. i got ISS in the 5th grade.. n then i fight when i'm trashed.. always fun haha
Been arrested?:: Yea.. so gay.. so gay
Done drugs?:: Pot isn't a drug
Had alcohol?:: O yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Um i think soda once haha
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Yes haha
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: Almost i got ready n my parents told me after the fact haha
Swore at your parents?:: yeah.. only when i'm totaly pissed
Been to warped tour?:: no.. but that will change this year
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yes
Been in love?:: yeah well i guess really close if not
Been close to love?:: yeah
Been to a casino?:: No
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: No.. but i almost hit a deer =\ n i was in the car when my dad hit a deer ahh =`(
Broken a bone?:: Yea
Gotten stitches?:: No
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: No but i went in the ocean in fall i think ahah
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: No
Made homemade muffins?:: No that i know of
Bitten someone?:: Yeah ;)
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: Disneyworld twice
More than 5 times?:: Nope
Been to niagra falls?:: Yeah
Burped in someones face?:: haha yes!
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Yeah when i was like a month old cuz my brothers n sister had them when i came home from the hospital

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: This morning.. i had terrible morning breath
Went to the bathroom:: this morning
Saw a movie in theaters:: Um when i saw mean girls
Read a book:: Tuesday for my history regents
Had a snow day:: Um i dunno in january? or sumthing
Had a party:: Saturday
Had a slumber party:: No idea
Made fun of someone:: i dunno
Tripped in front of someone:: In the middle of my soccer game.. fucking shoe laces
Went to the grocery store:: Umm i dunno
Got sick:: I dunno
Cursed:: yesterday

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: Lights off
TV/movie:: Depends
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: i dunno
Cash/check:: Cash
Pillows/blankets:: Blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: Headache
Paint/charcoal:: Paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: Mexican
Summer/winter:: summer
Snow/rain:: depends
Fog/misty:: Fog
Rock/rap:: Rock
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: depends
Chocolate/vanilla:: Chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:: Sprinkles
Cake/pie:: cake..ice cream cake only
French toast/french fries:: French fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: pool
Hugs/kisses:: Kisses
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies
p33n/bewbz:: wtf?
Wallet/pocket:: pocket.. i have no where to put the wallet
Window/door:: Window
Emo/goth:: emo
Pink/purple:: uh pink?
Cat/dog:: dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Short
Pants/shorts:: Pants
Winter break/spring break:: spring
Spring/autumn:: Spring
Clouds/clear sky:: Clear
Moon/mars:: Moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: just a couple
What are their names?:: uhh too many to name
Do you have a best friend?:: Yep
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: Yep
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: I think more girls, but i want more guy friends
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yeah =\
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: Yep
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: I can't pick just one..
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: Ummm probably but i never stay/get mad
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: I dunno
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: Been there for me.. n my ex bought my a dozen roses for my b-day =)
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: OF COURSE I DO =(
What friend have you known the longest?:: Um Katie? or Kelsey
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: Yeah
If so, what is it?:: I was just stupid n didn't realize all the shit i put them through
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: I dunno, not much since i don't have time
Do any of your friends drive?:: Yep
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no, i hope to keep it that way
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: Gone on the roof of taft n got arrested for it haha
What do you think your friends think of you?:: They love me.. or so they tell me

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: Hmm i think so, or at least close to it
If you have, with who?:: Ehhhh.. haha
Are you single?:: Nope
Are you in a relationship?:: yeah
If so, for how long?:: 5 months
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yeah
What is your idea of the best date?:: I dunno
What was your first kiss like?:: Real kiss? umm it was embarassing haha it was at a dance n we were told to stop ahhaha
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 6th grade?
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: Not really
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: Hmm i dunno there r a lot of them
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: I'm not single
Have you ever been dumped?:: yeah
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yeah
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: HAHA

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: socks
Hat:: hair
Hard:: ball
Free:: way
Space:: caddet
Taste:: test
Good charlotte:: sucks
Red:: harring
Deep:: blue sea
Heart:: U (as in i heart u)
Cord:: telephone
Cheese:: cheesey poofs
Rain:: fall
Work:: sucks.. i know
Pedal:: metal
Head:: hurts
Bed:: sex? ahhaha
Fluff:: a nutter
Hardcore:: shit
Race:: i dunno
Knife:: cuts
Jump:: off
I:: suck
am:: going to puke (not really)
want:: To die
need:: a life
crave:: sumthing ;)
love:: u
hate:: u
did:: i do that?
feel:: tired
miss:: u
am annoyed by:: stupid people
would rather:: sleep
am tired of:: being here
will always:: be there for u

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: Rock, emo, punk
What time is it now?:: 4:54 pm
What day is it?:: Friday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: Last night
How much money do you have right now?:: Um $11
Are you hungry?:: No
Whatcha doin?:: doing this, n listening to music
Do you like parades?:: Not really
Do you like the moon?:: sure
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: watch tv/movie
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: no
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: to control time
Have you ever had a picnic?:: nope
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: yah those things r fun!
What about sock em boppers?:: nope, but i used other peoples haha
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: Yep

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: sumtimes.. people tell me i am
pretty?:: Not really
sarcastic?:: if i'm in a bitchy mood yes
lazy?:: Yeah.. my mom told me i was yesterday when she was cursing at me haha
hyper?:: sumtimes
friendly?:: yeah
evil?:: i can be
smart?:: sumtimes
strong?:: yeah
talented?:: Not really
dorky?:: yeah

ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: Mish-L
skip:: Mike
dance:: Sam
lonely:: Cynthia
pen:: Andrew
flower:: Mom
window:: Me haha
psycho:: (haha)
brain freeze:: Xavier
orange:: Katie
sassy:: Danny
jelly:: Me again ahha

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: i dunno, i wish people wouldn't but i'd be lieing if i said i don't think about it
love:: For
drunk drivers:: Against like whoa
airplanes:: um for?
war:: against, but i'm not hardcore about it
canada:: for
united states:: depends
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: it's peoples choice, i don't care. so i guess for
school:: Against
surveys:: i dunno
parents:: For
cars:: For
killing:: depends
britney spears:: against
coffee:: For
pants:: For

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: i dunno i don't think so
Play strip poker?:: depends who i'm playing with haha
Run away?:: yeah
Curse at a teacher?:: depends
Not take a shower for a week?:: yeah i could do it haha
Ask someone out?:: yeah
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: depends
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: depends
Go scuba diving?:: i guess so
Write a book?:: No, i suck at writing
Become a rockstar?:: it'd be cool but never happen
Have casual sex?:: haha if i had sum1 to

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: w/e is in the bathroom
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: um last year? haha
What kind of computer do you have?:: Umm view sonic?
What grade are you in?:: SENIOR!! =D
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: depends who
Or just make out?:: haha i've done that before haha the movie sucked neways from what i saw
How many posters do you have in your room?:: a lot
How many cds do you have?:: a lot
What time is it now?:: 5:05

word.. that was long..uhh ok thats all..

sorry so long

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 00:35:34 GMT

wow a lot has gone on.. This girl Jen kelly died in a car accident a few days ago.. my birthday to be exact. We found out the next day over the announcements. it's so sad. i didn't know her but maddi n jen did =\ all our finals got pushed to monday..i skiped history that day n stayed in all the lunches.. I finsihed my DVD..Then after school n me n katie went to the mall, then best buy, i got kelly's present, n bought other crap, then went to taco bell, n celebrated my birthday at home n she slept over..

Saturday night my parents went out to dinner with my neighbors. Williams wanted me to babysit, but my sister wanted me to play volley ball with her n her friends. So i stayed home n we played volley ball. I drank a shit load of coronas. Then my brother n his girl friend played n then my other brothers friends came. It was awsome. Then we played flip cup. Our team was awsome.. we just always are (me my sister n amiee) we scamed the boys on the loser cup by throwing the beer out n pretending to be drinking it.. they never caught on.. n 1/2 the time they forgot to fill it. I am amazing at volleyball when i'm trashed haha. well just a good server.. i went to bed at like 1/2.

Sunday i went to mish's. we watched the rocky horrow picture show, and the sonic youth dvd. Then i ate there n went home.

I had the first part of my final today. It was ok.. Today we got to watch peoples dvds they made.. OMFG.. Allyse Pullium (sp?) had the BEST student movie i have EVER seen.. OMG it was SO CUTE!! After class (last period) i went upstairs, and started crying a little.. i couldn't get over the movie.. it was truely amazingly cute! i can't even explain it cuz i tried to to mish n maddi n they had no idea.. mish said i was really sensitive.. but i can't help it, it was just beautiful..

Then i came home n me n my sister played one on one soccer.. she was kicking my ass cuz i kept triping over the ball, but then i came back n beat her 27-25 haha. well thats all i feel like writing for now..

it's mine n jens 17th birthday!

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 01:33:52 GMT

Well today is mine n jens birthday =D.. I got a belt, trucker hat n a little box from maddi, i got the smiths greatest hits vol. 1 cd & the Steel train cd from Jen, n katie i got a card since she didn't get our gifts yet. I also got white oleander, and MSI alienating our audiance from Mish. Aww thanx!! Today after school me, maddi, jen, katie, n mish went to hooters in jersey. It was fun. Our waitress had big boobs n a big butt n it was the topic of our convo most of the time haha.. hooter recruiters.. haha well neways, I got a sweatshirt that says "your team sucks.. whoever they are" for $10 n katie got a shirt.. jen took my hooters bag n made it into a tanktop. it was really funny. Then we drove home n went crazy. out of nowhere mish wanted to flash sum guy so she lifter her shirt n was like touching her self, but the guy never looked, so sum how it ended up me in the front n mish in the back n us with our shirts off going through the toll booth haha. It was funny, but i don't think ne1 saw us, then after a while we decide to put our shirts on n a state trooper pulls out haha, funny shit.. then just before me, mish, n my brother went to best buy n i bought the rocky horror picture show dvd.. aww ROCKKYYY haha. We had good bonding time with my brother. Ok well i got a lot of shit to do. Today was ok.. kinda not the best birthday, but there were good times had today.. Ugh tomorrow is math final, and final thing for mr. leonards class.. o god KILL ME BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY IS OVER.. tomorrow is just going to suck miserably =(

p.s. Katies card was really funny =)

She's beautiful as usual, with bruises on her ego..

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 19:57:16 GMT

"this may never start,
we could fall apart,
and i could be your memory,
lost your sense of fear,
feeling insincere,
can i be your memory?

so get back, back, back to where we last stand,
just like i imagine,
i could never feel this way,
so get back, back, back to the disaster,
my hearts beating faster,
holding on to feel the same

this may never start,
i'll tear us apart,
cannot be your enemy,
losing half a year,
waiting for you here,
i'd be your anything..

so get back, back, back to where we last stand,
just like i imagine,
i could never feel this way,
so get back, back, back to the disaster,
my hearts beating faster,
holding on to feel the same

this may never start,
tearing out my heart,
i'd be your memory,
lost your sence of fear,
feelings disappear,
can i be your memory?

so get back, back, back to where we last stand,
just like i imagine,
i could never feel this way,
so get back, back, back to the disaster,
my hearts beating faster,
holding on to feel the same..

this may never start,
we could fall apart,
and i could be your memory,
lost your sense of fear,
feeling insincere,
can i be your memory?"

ahh S2.. Tomorrow..

A sa--, sa--, sa--, sa--, sa--, sa--, sa--, sa--, sa--, sa--, slip me tongue

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 01:20:50 GMT

This is the last full week of hell!! =D n it's going to be hell!! =( o well just gotta suck it up, n take the freaking tests, n then slack off all summer! 3 days till my birthday.. n i am losing interest..ha.. I changed my background n got a new icon.. awww mike said he'll take me to the movies for my b-day.. what a nice kid. n cory is getting me a william hung shirt =D uh i guess thats all.. awww the pepsi comercial is so cute =) aww it makes me smile like stineys shoes =D EEKK! ok now i'm done n in a better mood..

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